The start of the new year always brings a chance for reflection on the year past and the opportunity to think about the year ahead, a fresh new year like a blank book waiting to be written in. 2012 brought many changes in our home, my husband lost his job and I started a teaching job that evolved into teaching grade 2 full time, working full time after 18 years. It has created stress and anxieties that we haven't felt in years. Just when we felt comfortable in our life, life decided to throw a curve ball our way. We are taking it in stride and look at it as a new chapter in our life that we can write!
Working full time has given me less time and energy to focus on my blog and projects around the house, but it has also given me the time to step back and reflect on the world of blogging and design. I know not posting regularly ruins my stats, doesn't bring new readers, followers, comments, etc. But I am finding it quite refreshing and liberating not being tied to all that. I find the blogging world a fickle one, people "liking" the latest viral DIY or design project that gets tossed by the wayside when something else comes along. There seems to lack of permanence and dissatisfaction for what you have. As much as I LOVE interior design I am torn with the constant want of needing the latest trend. So what if I have pleather Parson dining chairs or *gasp* matching furniture - do I really need to toss it out and start over to prove my worth as someone who is creative or talented? I think it is how I can incorporate it, reinvent it that can prove my creativity, non?
I think living simply and with purpose is what I hope for 2013. Let see if I can manage that!
I am enjoying the rest of my week off before it is back to teaching. My contract was extended to spring break, the teacher I am covering for is still on a medical leave. So what turned out to be a thorn has become a rose, I will have been in that classroom enough days to earn a continuing contract, which means the school district I work for gives me full time work if I want it. That is like gold....but I can choose to work part time, which I think I will come fall so I can dabble in design and teach. Two things I truly enjoy!
But I am hoping to squeeze in a few projects around the house this year to spruce things up. We aren't sure if we are going to stay in this house another year so they will be minimal changes.
Wish me luck.
XO Barbara